The story so far:
99: And I tried to turn a blind eye to her infidelities, in the hopes that she would realise that she didn’t need those other girls.
100: & I even thought of cheating on her myself, to teach her a lesson. But I could never want another girl and I wasn’t certain she’d even mind.
101: And her spell was too strong for me.
102: She would come home and despite all my promises to myself that this time I would be cool & say nothing, we would fight.